That one night 
It all seems like another life
Yet I think of it and many nights
More…
Cocooned in the worst fear
The fear of broken feet 
When I was a ballerina 
The fear of knowing 
My kryptonite
The fear rushes into me
And sets ablaze
Like wildfire 
It’s like withering 
Without sunshine 
Midst the cold
Longing and waiting 
To belong to someone 
Somewhere much more